That's fairly accurate. It's sort of a "Stop bleeping doing that", with a bunch of frustrated noises and some curses thrown in.

That would be nice. I don't think I've encountered a person yet who didn't ask what the heck I was doing. And only a few of them didn't think it was weird and/or didn't judge after I sort of explained it. I think I might be in between NT and NV, if such a thing is possible. It adds up to a lot of "strangeness" and no real explanation other than "I'm me."

Hugs and tea gladly accepted, and maybe a weighted blanket or some other grounding thing?