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Introduction
So, this post is sort of based on the introductions and surveys that ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
mirrorofsmoke did on their journal. I just wanted to give some information about myself, since we are all friends here. :)
The Basics
I'm female, youngish, slender with light brown hair that reaches mid-back and greenish hazel eyes.
My favourite colour was red for a long time but now I find I prefer green, though earth tones are very comforting.
I love reading, I like to bike and rollerblade, I find science and math interesting and I just got a personal trainer at the gym.
More About Me
As far as I know, I am neurotypical, though I tend to think I'm nuts sometimes :p I get anxious sometimes and I have a hard time letting things go. Things that seem inconsequential to most people will sometimes stay in my brain a lot longer than intended and I'll obsess over them, even if there was no hidden meaning to what the other person said.
I tend to fidget a lot, sitting still is hard for me, especially when I'm bored, which tends to happen easily. I actually had a co-worker ask me if I'd ever been tested for ADHD, which I have not. To my knowledge, I'm just quirky, I don't feel like I need meds.
I also tend to find social cues confusing. It seems like everyone else has such an easy time determining when someone is joking, or how to joke back, and I always feel very lost. I tend to be awkward in my interactions with people, though I find it's not quite as bad online. (I do still worry that I come across as juvenile, weird or unintelligent though.)
I like to colour, though I wish the "adult" books didn't have so many tiny spaces. I also tend to get excited over pretty things or fluffy things (like bunnies or really anything fuzzy). I had someone ask me if I was a Little (which caused my "distressed" post earlier this month) but I don't think I am. I don't feel like I have separate parts of me or a specific head space where I want to be younger than I am, it's just all part of me and sometimes I'm more excitable, the same way sometimes I am sad. (Not gonna lie though, if you told me I could have something like inysabetwordsmith's Love is for Children series, I'd totally go for that. Somewhere to just relax and be able to play without any expectations or labels.) I don't want to be younger, I just want to chill sometimes and being called "childish" because I'm not like every other adult sucks.
This next bit is more personal, and possibly PG13+ in nature, so you can skip this part if you want to.
So, I'm submissive. For me, this isn't exclusively sexual, though it can be. The most important part for me is serving, the chance to actually submit to someone else. It's a chance for me to relax and hand over responsibility to someone else. I also like bondage and impact play but the best part for me is being able to kneel for someone and not having any expectations on me.
I like being a good girl though I can be a brat if I feel like it. I like to play :p I do find though that a lot of the brattiness comes from partners thinking that good girls don't need to be tied up or spanked so acting out is usually the easiest way to get what I want.
Childhood stuff
My parents divorced when I was 4 years old. I grew up with my mom and saw my dad most weekends. I have a younger sister. We get along much better now but the teenage years were difficult for us, I think mainly due to the fact that we are very different people and she has never had a great grasp on her temper or feelings.
And that's it for my long giant post about my life. Feel free to leave comments if you have any questions, I like getting to know people better. :)
mirrorofsmoke did on their journal. I just wanted to give some information about myself, since we are all friends here. :)The Basics
I'm female, youngish, slender with light brown hair that reaches mid-back and greenish hazel eyes.
My favourite colour was red for a long time but now I find I prefer green, though earth tones are very comforting.
I love reading, I like to bike and rollerblade, I find science and math interesting and I just got a personal trainer at the gym.
More About Me
As far as I know, I am neurotypical, though I tend to think I'm nuts sometimes :p I get anxious sometimes and I have a hard time letting things go. Things that seem inconsequential to most people will sometimes stay in my brain a lot longer than intended and I'll obsess over them, even if there was no hidden meaning to what the other person said.
I tend to fidget a lot, sitting still is hard for me, especially when I'm bored, which tends to happen easily. I actually had a co-worker ask me if I'd ever been tested for ADHD, which I have not. To my knowledge, I'm just quirky, I don't feel like I need meds.
I also tend to find social cues confusing. It seems like everyone else has such an easy time determining when someone is joking, or how to joke back, and I always feel very lost. I tend to be awkward in my interactions with people, though I find it's not quite as bad online. (I do still worry that I come across as juvenile, weird or unintelligent though.)
I like to colour, though I wish the "adult" books didn't have so many tiny spaces. I also tend to get excited over pretty things or fluffy things (like bunnies or really anything fuzzy). I had someone ask me if I was a Little (which caused my "distressed" post earlier this month) but I don't think I am. I don't feel like I have separate parts of me or a specific head space where I want to be younger than I am, it's just all part of me and sometimes I'm more excitable, the same way sometimes I am sad. (Not gonna lie though, if you told me I could have something like in
ysabetwordsmith's Love is for Children series, I'd totally go for that. Somewhere to just relax and be able to play without any expectations or labels.) I don't want to be younger, I just want to chill sometimes and being called "childish" because I'm not like every other adult sucks.This next bit is more personal, and possibly PG13+ in nature, so you can skip this part if you want to.
So, I'm submissive. For me, this isn't exclusively sexual, though it can be. The most important part for me is serving, the chance to actually submit to someone else. It's a chance for me to relax and hand over responsibility to someone else. I also like bondage and impact play but the best part for me is being able to kneel for someone and not having any expectations on me.
I like being a good girl though I can be a brat if I feel like it. I like to play :p I do find though that a lot of the brattiness comes from partners thinking that good girls don't need to be tied up or spanked so acting out is usually the easiest way to get what I want.
Childhood stuff
My parents divorced when I was 4 years old. I grew up with my mom and saw my dad most weekends. I have a younger sister. We get along much better now but the teenage years were difficult for us, I think mainly due to the fact that we are very different people and she has never had a great grasp on her temper or feelings.
And that's it for my long giant post about my life. Feel free to leave comments if you have any questions, I like getting to know people better. :)
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Hugs Chucky back. Accepts Jimmy's hug too. I like all hugs, from everybody. Bunny hugs are awesome cause they are soft and fluffy :) I will probably never say no to hugs.