Warning: Rant

[fuzzyred]

Out of spoons error. I think possibly PMS related, so hormones higher than normal and emotions more volatile than usual. I have so much to do in the near future and not enough time to do it in, nor enough energy. It also doesn't help that my next four weekends are all pretty much busy so I don't even have that time. It's just all so much and I don't know how I'm going to get it all done and my schedule isn't really conducive to acxepting the offers of help I've had and I just want to be done with everything. Or just scream, but neither of those is conducive to getting shit done. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!

(Also, while suggestions are welcome, please don't tell me to breathe or "it'll all work out" and any touchy-feely stuff is probably going to put my hackles up; I'm feeling a bit prickly at the moment.)

Comments

[siliconshaman]

Leaves a fuzzy blanket and a Honking Big Baseball Bat with spiky bits for hitting things ... please use whichever feels appropriate.

[fuzzyred]

:D Thank you for both! I kind of feel like wrapping up in the blanket and then going to hit things XD

I'm for sure keeping that mental image of the spiked baseball bat for a(nother) day when I'm frustrated and just want to yell at the world.

[siliconshaman]

You're welcome... there's a Japanese saying that literally translates as; "as unstoppable as an Oni with an iron club." And all the images I've seen of the iron club, it looks like a big baseball bat with spikes.

So yeah, keep it in mind when you want to be unstoppable.

[fuzzyred]

😁😁😁😁 Yep, that's a pretty good image to associate with being unstoppable. And imagining walking around casually holding that when work gets to stupid just might help calm me down. 😆 Although I am also now desiring an inflatable club like that; spiky and dangerous-looking, but wouldn't do damage if you used it to vent.

[siliconshaman]

Well... it's not quite right but, here you go!

[fuzzyred]

Eheeheeheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! That is awesome! I think I might just have to aquire one of those :D