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Out of spoons error. I think possibly PMS related, so hormones higher than normal and emotions more volatile than usual. I have so much to do in the near future and not enough time to do it in, nor enough energy. It also doesn't help that my next four weekends are all pretty much busy so I don't even have that time. It's just all so much and I don't know how I'm going to get it all done and my schedule isn't really conducive to acxepting the offers of help I've had and I just want to be done with everything. Or just scream, but neither of those is conducive to getting shit done. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!

(Also, while suggestions are welcome, please don't tell me to breathe or "it'll all work out" and any touchy-feely stuff is probably going to put my hackles up; I'm feeling a bit prickly at the moment.)

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Feb. 2nd, 2021 12:43 pm
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I still plan on posting my Emotional Awareness plan, but the short version is that February is devoted to coping skills. I have a few lists from [personal profile] ysabetwordsmith to go through and hunt for skills I can learn/use/apply in ways I hadn't thought of before. I'm not feeling any motivation right now, but maybe a should take a look at them because I could use them right now.

The problem with that is I don't know if there is a method that will solve my problem, or even improve it much. I am very much a "follow" person, rather than a "leader", as long as I have a competent, decent person to follow. And I don't have that right now, in any aspect of my life. Making all the decisions myself is hard, so is follow-through on a decision when I have no one encouraging me to do it, or saying nice things when I finish whatever it is I have to do.

I can be an adult, and I can make the decisions and get things done but fuck sometimes I just want it to be someone else's job.

Gyah!

Aug. 28th, 2019 09:46 am
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Poor communication sucks! Doing my job is more difficult when the bosses don't share information. We have a hierarchy here, Boss(es) A, Boss(es) B, workers. I can live with it if Boss A doesn't tell me something, but Boss A should tell Boss B so they can tell me. In this case, Boss A didn't tell anyone about the change in plans, so I had to stop my line and find out what was going on, while freaking out a little bit that a mistake may have been made (and would take quite a lot of work to fix.)

And then Bosses A wonder why we don't have enough production going... Gee, I don't know guys, maybe you should fricking TALK to people, so we're all on the same page. And maybe do some proper training while you're at it. A production work force that is at LEAST 50% new (and poorly trained to boot) will not be the best at making you money efficiently. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-



*big breath* Ok, I think the rant is done now. *mumble mumble grumble* Could I have Coulson please? Or maybe Tony and Pepper? And Steve? Or you know, all of them, to whip management into shape?

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