I can't decide if I want to post or not...

[fuzzyred]

I don't like complaining too much, because nobody likes that, but my brain won't shut up. I would really like to not adult for awhile, please? I know it's okay to have lazy days and they happen to everyone, but that sentiment isn't actually helpful right now because I have shit I've been putting off that I *need* to do, but I'm having a helluva time actually *doing* anything. And I live alone (which I usually like), so I don't have anyone that can help, either by doing things for/with me or providing a push for me to do them myself.

Seriously, I just need a week where I don't have to be the grown-up and do the hard things. I don't even care if it's someone else doing the tasks for me, or just someone else telling me to do them so I don't have to make any decisions. I just need to not have to do *something*.

Ugh. Just... ugh.

Comments

[stealthsystem]

Sounds like you may be having decision exhausttion. It's a suck feeling.
I'd suggest maybe writing a to-do list, broken into tiny chunks. Then do one chunk, take a break for a half hour, maybe set an alarm, give yourself rewards for each chunk.
But we can understand the feeling. We adult constantly and it sucks.
Hex

[fuzzyred]

That sounnds like a good idea. I did make a list but I just made a nirmal one, didn't break things down. I'm also not great at remembering to take breaks or give myself rewards. Maybe doing those things will help avoid a meltdown. You have my sympathies for having to adult all the time.
Thanks for the advice Hex :D